No Regrets Page 4
Linder looked up at David. He could still feel the gentle pressure of David’s lips against his. Why had David kissed him? Linder couldn’t help but feel a response to David’s kiss; he had imagined it so many times over the years. Linder could see the puzzlement in David’s eyes but he also saw something else – a kind of recognition of a moment missed.
Not allowing a chance to think, Linder gave into the slight yearning inside of him. Linder stepped up to David, wrapped his arms around David’s neck and pulled him down for a kiss. Linder kissed David with all the old feelings and desires and urges he’d had throughout the years. Linder felt David’s shock at the kiss but didn’t back away. Linder put everything he had into the kiss and felt David give in.
David’s mind went blank as Linder reached up and pulled him down for a kiss. This was no gentle kiss between friends, this was a real kiss. David felt a small yearning and couldn’t help but give in to the kiss – Linder was just too good at this. David shut off his brain and returned the kiss has hard and deep as Linder gave him.
When David started returning the kiss, Linder felt something snap loose in his mind. Linder tightened his hold on David and deepened the kiss. Linder wasn’t sure who groaned first but he couldn’t help but gasp as David’s hands ran down his back to his hips. Linder instinctively moved so that they fitted against each other as David’s hands gripped Linder’s hips and pulled him close.
Linder felt David rub against him as David broke this kiss to press his lips against Linder’s neck. Linder let his head drop back, giving David easier access to the most sensitive parts of his neck. Linder gripped his hands in David’s hair and groaned as David nipped at Linder’s earlobe. Pulling David’s head up by the grip in his hair, Linder captured David’s mouth again. Linder shifted his stance so that he had a leg between David’s and rubbed up against David letting him feel Linder’s erection.
David groaned at the feel of Linder’s erection against his own. He gently bit Linder’s lower lip and shrugged out of his jacket. David reached inside Linder’s jacket and pushed it off his shoulders. Linder let go of David only long enough to let his jacket fall to the ground then wrapped his arms around David’s waist, his hands under David’s shirt and tracing the muscles of David’s back.
David pushed his hands under Linder’s shirt and ran them up Linder’s side. David let his hands wander over Linder’s chest and his fingers find Linder’s nipples. David toyed with Linder’s chest and felt a deep pull in his groin as Linder’s hands went under the back of David’s pants to his ass.
The sharp sound of a honking car brought David to his senses. What the hell were they doing? They were making out on his front porch where anyone, including their boyfriends, could see. David bit back a groan as Linder’s mouth cruised over his neck. Gathering every bit of his self-control, David gently pushed Linder away as he took a step back. Linder murmured a small protest and stepped close to David again.
David took another step back and grabbed Linder’s hands to keep them off him. Gently, he forced Linder to look at his face. “We can’t do this Linder. We’re on the front porch for fuck’s sake. And there’s Mark and Wasso and…. Oh god don’t give me that look…oh god what the hell are we doing?”
David couldn’t stop himself, not while Linder was looking at him hungrily through lust fogged eyes. David grabbed Linder and pulled him tight against him and took Linder’s mouth in a greedy kiss.
“No.” David muttered against Linder’s lips, “We shouldn’t be doing this.”
Pulling himself away from Linder again, David dropped his forehead against Linder’s and closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. “My god Linder, what the hell was that? We’re outside for fuck’s sake. What if Mark or Wasso or someone came by?”
“Yeah,” Linder mumbled, “Yeah, you’re right. We can’t do this.”
Linder put his hands on David’s waist intending to push him further away. Instead, Linder groaned as David brushed a gentle kiss against his lips.
“We shouldn’t be doing this.” David whispered against Linder’s lips. “We can’t do this.”
Pulling Linder with him by putting his hands on top of Linder’s on his waist, David took a couple steps back until he felt the door against his back. Looking into Linder’s eyes, David asked, “Are we doing this?”
Linder looked at David for a long moment. Linder knew he should step away. What was going on between him and David could only lead to heartbreak. He loved Mark and he knew that David loved Wasso. But…
Linder reached up and gently kissed David. Reaching around David, Linder opened the front door and pushed the two of them through it without breaking the kiss.
David found himself inside his house, with his back pressed up against the door and his hands full of Linder who was kissing him with everything he had. Thanking god that his parents were out of town, David once again shut off his brain. David grabbed Linder’s shirt and dragged it off then pulled off his own shirt.
The two of them broke apart and looked at each other. They were breathing heavily and could only stare at each other. David broke the look and stepped away from the door. He glanced at the window to see if the curtains were drawn then pulled Linder to him. Linder came willingly but stopped David’s hands as they fumbled with the button on Linder’s pants. Biting his lip, Linder looked David in the eye for another long moment. Making the decision, Linder reached over and undid David’s pants, pushing them down David’s hips. As David stepped out of his pants, Linder pulled his own off and stepped out of them.
David pulled Linder into another kiss and the two of them dropped to the floor. Their control broke as they hit the floor and the two of them dove at each other. Hands ran over skin, lips and teeth were used to tease and scintillate, backs arched and hips rubbed. David let out a moan as Linder’s hand went into his boxers and to his erection. Linder used his hands to stroke and tease until David thought he’d explode. David slid down Linder’s body and kissed Linder’s navel. As one hand pushed Linder’s underwear down and off, David took hold of Linder’s cock with the other. David felt Linder shudder as he took Linder’s cock in his mouth. David moaned as he tasted Linder. Linder tasted so different and unique but it was intoxicating. David used his mouth and hands to tease Linder to the edge. Sucking deep, David felt Linder’s muscles spasm as an orgasm ripped through Linder.
Needing more, David sat up and pulled a small plant off the desk. As Linder watched, David took the plant off its base and revealed a small drawer in the base. David opened the drawer and pulled out a condom and a small pack of lube. Linder sat up and reached for the condom and lube. Ripping open the pack, Linder took out the condom and rolled it over David’s cock. David said nothing as Linder opened the small pack of lube and rubbed some of it on David’s cock. Linder handed the rest of the lube to David then laid down again.
Keeping his eyes on Linder, David leaned down and kissed him. As the kiss deepened, David used the rest of the lube on Linder and then entered Linder with a finger. Linder arched his back and pressed up against David.
“More.” Linder whispered, “More.”
David shifted and with a thrust of his hips, entered Linder. Linder reared up wrapping himself around David.
“More. I need more.”
David groaned as he thrust into Linder. Leaning down so Linder’s back was against the floor David grabbed hold of Linder’s hips and thrust hard. Linder’s deep groan ripped through David and David entered harder and harder with each thrust. Leaning down on an elbow, David kissed Linder and reached down with one hand to stroke Linder’s cock. Linder let out another deep groan that David felt rip through him. Linder’s nails bit into David’s back and Linder’s teeth latched in a gentle nip onto David’s lower lip.
Linder was engulfed in sensations. The pull of David’s hand against his cock, the deep pressure of David’s cock inside him and the thrust of David’s tongue in his mouth overwhelmed Linder until all he felt was sensations. Linder heard himself beg for more, for it to be harder, faster, stronger. Linder felt David’s response to every request. David’s pure abandonment to Linder gave Linder pleasure as he had never felt before. Even though David was fucking Linder, Linder knew he was in control. All Linder had to do was ask and David would give him what he wanted.
Linder felt David stiffen with the urge to cum and said, “No. Not yet.”
David struggled to hold control when he heard Linder’s request. He was so close that he wasn’t sure if he could control it. David bit his lip hard enough that he tasted blood but managed to gain control. David held himself up on shaking arms and hung his head down concentrating on keeping control. David groaned in pleasurable agony as he felt Linder arch his back and thrust himself down on David’s cock. Closing his eyes, David held onto his slipping control as Linder continued to move himself up and down David’s cock.
“Linder.” David moaned. “Now. Please now.”
“Yes” Linder said wrapping his arms around David, “Yes. Now.”
David let his control go and thrust into Linder deeper than ever before. Unable to hold himself up, David collapsed onto Linder as the orgasm whipped through him.
***
Linder tried without success to not watch David as he dressed. Linder knew he should feel guilty over what happened but found himself at peace with his actions. Shrugging into his shirt, Linder hoped that David had no regrets as well.
David tried without success to not watch Linder as he dressed. David knew he should feel horrible over what happened but found himself accepting his actions. Bending down to pull on his shoes, David wondered what Linder was thinking.
***
David glanced down at his watch. “Looks like we missed morning classes.”
“Seems that way.” said Linder, “Are we going to make it for lunch.”
“With plenty of time to spare.” David said stopping to look at Linder. “Are you going to tell Mark?”
Linder stopped and stared at David in surprise, “Why would I tell Mark about what this morning. We both know it would destroy everything.”
David laughed, “Linder, I didn’t mean about this morning. I meant about the tapes and the rose and all that stuff.”
“Oh.” Linder said starting to walk again, “I think so. We don’t know who it is and it’s just tapes and a flower. If anything, Mark will probably get a kick out of it.”
“I can see that. Just make sure Mark doesn’t bug you too much about it. Don’t let him play that song continuously to get a rise out of you.” David said falling in beside Linder.
“Don’t worry about that, we’ve been together long enough I know how to annoy him back.” Linder said with a quick grin.
“I’m sure you do.” David said returning the grin.
Feeling the grin fade away, David looked away from Linder, “So, ah, about this morning…”
“David, don’t.” Linder interrupted, “I don’t regret it. You don’t regret it. Let’s just leave it at that. It happened and it was amazing. That’s all.”
David blushed. “Yeah, it was mind blowing but you’re right. I don’t regret it, I can’t regret it, and so I’ll just leave it at that.”
Reaching the school gates, Linder turned to David and reached up to pat his face. “Don’t look so sad David. I’ll never forget it and I’ll never regret it.”
Grabbing David by the hand, Linder started towards their lunch spot. “Come on. We should probably be there before Wasso and Mark. I wonder if they noticed we missed morning classes.”
David shook his head at Linder. He always forgot how strong Linder could be when necessary. Letting thoughts of the morning drift away, David replied, “Probably not. We don’t share any classes with them so unless they were purposely looking for us, they probably have no idea. And, since I don’t feel like getting chewed out by Wasso about it, I’m not telling him.”
“Why would he chew you out over missing some classes? He’s always skipping himself.” Linder asked.
“That’s the thing,” David explained taking a seat on one of the benches, “I yell at him for skipping classes and badger him into going so he’ll say I’m being hypocritical.”
“Ah. Will he be really mad?” Linder asked sitting down beside David.
“Nah, he’ll huff and he’ll puff but he can’t stay mad at me. I’m too cute.” David joked fluttering his eyelashes at Linder.
Linder laughed and pushed at David, “You wish.”
“You have been with Mark for too long. You’re even sounding like him now!” David protested laughing.
Linder laughed and leaned against David. It surprised Linder how comfortable he felt with David. It was almost as if their morning together had cemented their friendship. Linder turned his face to the sun and closed his eyes. Linder heard David give a contented sigh and relax against Linder. Linder smiled and enjoyed the sun’s warmth on his skin as they waited for Wasso and Mark to join them.