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Linder blinked once and then opened his eyes. Still foggy with sleep, Linder smiled up at Mark then leaned up for a kiss. Mark bent down and kissed Linder with growing passion. Linder moaned and threw his arms around Mark’s neck pulling Mark tight to him. As the kiss deepened, Mark pressed down on Linder until their bodies seemed to become one. Mark could feel the throb of his own erection pressing against Linder’s.
Breaking the kiss, Mark leaned back a bit so he could look Linder in the eyes. “I love you Linder.”
“I know” Linder replied, “I’m sorry about earlier today. I love you Mark.”
Mark bent down and kissed Linder, “I’m yours Linder, forever if you’ll have me.”
“Forever Mark. Forever I’m yours.” Linder whispered.
Mark trailed kisses down Linder’s throat and over his chest. Linder’s breath hitched as Mark played with his nipples. Mark slid his hands down Linder’s side to his waist. Letting his hands wander to Linder’s ass, Mark slid down kissing his way to Linder’s navel.
Mark turned his head slightly and nuzzled Linder’s erection against his cheek. Before Mark could do more, Linder grabbed Mark’s arms and hauled him up for a kiss.
“Please let me… I want to….” Linder whispered into the kiss.
“What Linder? Tell me what you want.” Mark asked.
“I want to…” Linder grabbed Mark and rolled them until Mark was under Linder. “Please, I need to…”
Linder kissed Mark’s cheeks and eyes. Scattering kisses over Mark’s face, Linder’s hands ran up and down Mark’s chest. Linder sighed with pleasure at the feel of Mark’s chest under his hands. Linder kissed and nuzzled against Mark’s throat feeling, more than hearing, the low moan from Mark.
“I know you need control, but please, just this once…” Linder whispered as he moved to lick Mark’s shoulder, “Please, I need to…”
Mark forced himself to lie on his back and not grab Linder and take over control again. Mark would give Linder whatever he wanted, whatever he needed.
Linder pressed kisses over Mark’s chest, leaving small marks when he couldn’t stop himself from sucking or taking gentle bites. Linder loved Mark’s chest and thought that he could spend an eternity admiring and stroking and kissing it. But for now, Linder wanted something more.
Linder’s hands continued to roam freely over Mark’s body, up over his chest to tweak a nipple, then down to run his fingers teasingly over Mark’s inner thighs. Linder could feel Mark’s muscles tense as he ran his hands over Mark’s body. Linder reveled in the fact he could make Mark quiver and tremor. Linder knew part of the tremors were from Mark’s fight to allow Linder control and Linder surged with love for Mark that he would allow Linder this control, even for a little while.
Linder gave into his desire and brought a hand to cup Mark’s sack as the other gently grabbed Mark’s erection. Linder kissed his way down Mark’s navel as his hand glided over Mark’s erection. Linder bent down and licked the head and down the side of Mark’s cock. Linder loved the taste of Mark and greedily nibbled and licked. Teasing himself as much as Mark, Linder took his time before taking Mark’s cock in his mouth.
Linder felt Mark jump as he slid his mouth around Mark’s cock. Wanting to keep Mark at the edge, Linder sucked deep and started to move his mouth up and down Mark’s length. Linder used his tongue, mouth and hands to urge Mark closer and closer to the edge. Linder could hear Mark’s moans and soft pleas. Linder grinned to himself when he heard Mark beg for Linder to ‘do it’ over and over.
Linder released his hold on Mark and sat up on Mark’s lap. Pulling Mark into a sitting position, Linder shifted until he felt Mark’s cock pressed up against his own. Reaching down between them, Linder stroked their erections together. Mark pulled Linder into a kiss and thrust his tongue into Linder’s mouth. Linder sucked on Mark’s tongue and kissed Mark back with all the passion that had been pushed aside for the past month.
Linder felt himself approaching the edge, “I’m gonna…I’m so close…” he murmured into the kiss.
“Me too” Mark said, “Please let me now.”
Linder released his hold on their erections when he felt Mark’s hands cover his own. Drawing his hand away, Linder wrapped his arms around Mark’s neck. Linder’s back arched and his head fell back as Mark quickened the pace of his hands.
Linder felt the twinge deep in his groin and knew he was close, so close. “Mark, oh, oh, Mark. I have to…now. Now Mark, now!”
Mark groaned deeply as he felt Linder twitch and felt the sticky wetness on their chests. Seconds after Linder came, Mark followed.
Mark’s head collapsed onto Linder’s shoulder as the aftershocks shook his body. Turning his head to press his lips against Linder’s neck, Mark wrapped his arms around Linder squeezing tightly. As the aftershocks gentled, Mark moved them until they were lying down pressed against each other.
“Oh god Linder. That was…amazing. I don’t know what to say. I’ve never felt it that strong before. It was…it was…” Mark stumbled.
Linder smiled against Mark’s chest. “I know. I feel the same.” Tightening his grip on Mark, Linder continued, “Oh god Mark. I thought I was losing you. I thought I was going to be the thing you let go of so you could survive. I thought I’d wake up one day and you’d ask me to leave. I was so scared Mark, so scared.”
Mark felt tears prick his eyes, “Linder I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t know. Every night I would come home and you would be here waiting for me. That was the only thing that kept me going. The knowledge that no matter what, you would be here at the end of the day is what kept me going. I’m so sorry I didn’t let you know that. You were never losing me but today, at lunch, I thought that I was going to lose you. I have never been as scared as I was when you walked away from me. I love you Linder, with everything I am and everything I can be.”
“I love you too Mark. Forever.” Linder murmured letting sleep drift in once more.
***
Mark eased out of sleep. Linder was still curled up against Mark in the same position they had fallen asleep in. Mark bent down and laid a kiss on Linder’s hair. Mark felt a calm quietness settle into him as he looked at Linder. The past month had felt like a walk through hell, but Mark knew he had come out the other side stronger than before because Linder was by his side.
Shifting until he could see the clock, Mark was surprised to see that it was only six o’clock. It felt much later than that. Then realization hit, it was six in the morning, not six in the afternoon. Mark was late. Mark started to tense up for the jump out of bed when he heard Linder say good morning. Knowing that he had already missed the first hour of work, Mark decided to forget about it and enjoy the morning with Linder.
Linder woke up as he felt Mark tense beneath him. Linder opened his eyes and said a quiet good morning. Linder wondered what had made Mark tense so he leaned up so he could look at Mark’s face. Mark had his eyes closed and had a small, quiet smile on his face. Looking over at the clock, Linder jumped when he saw the time.
“Mark, work.” Linder said urgently, “Mark. You’re late. You’re going to miss work. Come on Mark, you have to get up. Chef Robertson is going to be pissed.”
Mark smiled wider and he tightened his grip on Linder. “Don’t worry about it Linder. It’s too late. I’d rather spend the time with you than with Chef Robertson yelling at me about how I’m late enough I should just not have shown up. It’s the last morning shift anyways. I can miss the last morning.”
“But. But Mark. You can’t. You’ll get fired.”
“So what if I do? It’s just work. We have all the time in the world for work. You’re more important.” Mark said.
“No.” Linder replied, “I’m not. You said this was a once in a lifetime chance. You can’t get fired. Work is important now, not me.”
Mark sat up and looked at Linder. “No Linder. You are more important. You will always be more important. I love that you’re worried about my job, but I’m not worried about it. If I get fired, I get fired. There’s always Chef Stewart at Louie’s, he’s offered me a job plenty of times. I have options with work; I don’t have an option with you. I love you. I want you. I need you. It’s you Linder, and only you that’s important.”
Seeing that Linder was going to protest again, Mark took Linder’s mouth in a kiss. Mark felt the intense jolt of need that always came with Linder’s kiss. Mark laid them down again and started kissing Linder’s face and neck.
“Only you Linder, only you.” Mark repeated as he kissed his way down Linder’s chest. “Only you.” Mark said as he pressed a finger into Linder’s entrance. “Only you.”
Linder groaned as Mark removed his fingers and brushed his erection against Linder’s entrance. “Only you.” Linder said as Mark filled him.
“Only you.”